Be forewarned this is not a happy post. Just remember one cannot always be happy.
I came back last Tuesday, today is Sunday. The transition has been much more challenging than what I thought it would be.
I miss D, I miss Mooshi, I miss Juju. It's one thing to be busy and enjoy work, but it is really, really hard to be away from the ones you love most. So what have I been doing? Trying to stay active, but only half succeeding. It's soooo cold here, I am not aclimating to this cold weather. It gets in my bones and I can't warm up.
The heating system in this house sucks. I'm calling the landlord tomorrow. What's frustrating is that it has the same thermomater that we have at home, one where you can program it. I program the one at home and so I know how to do it. So even though I've programed the one here it has a mind of it's own. The downstairs is freezing (make that the tempature of Melissa's house) and the upstairs is too warm. What's ironic is that when I initially returned it was just opposite - downstairs warm/upstairs cold. Why it changed? I have no idea.
Wow - I'm really in a pissy mood. Probably not the best time to write, so I'm just going to stop here. My fingers are freezing anyway.
One last comment - I still haven't been able to sleep at night since I've gotten back - jet lag sucks. I've tried melatonin, valerian and even sleeping drugs, but I still wake up anywhere from 1 to 3 am. I even try to go to bed late, doesn't matter. I realize this doesn't help my mood.
I'll get out of this funk, I know.
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